I am spiralling into angst mode Please G*D let them choose us to night I don't think I can go through this every 2 weeks

I am so over feeling this whole selection thing and the worst part of it all is I am intelligent enough to know I am being totally irrational about this but I can't seem to stop,

I haven’t found anyone else or any posts as ridiculous as mine about the selection process am I NUTS? (Well if I am not -I sure will be by the time I get PR)
isn’t there something about no mental deficiencies allowed immigrate to NZ

lovies
Marcia
talk about a big white sofa number!